Dont Try And Help Me

Sick of all the bullshit.

Thu, 28 Feb 2008 15:19:04 GMT

Look . If u know whats good for ppl lik u u would just stop talking shit and worry about ur self ESPECIALLY for ppl that r that ignorant about me and dont no shit about me now they got lots of balls to be seyin things behind my bak U KNO EXACTLY WHO U R! and if u wanna kno sumthing bout me cum and tell me in my fukin face cuz ill spark a bitch t[[the black ness will cum out I SWEAR]] so just dont fuk with me . And wen i kno sumthing of course ill tell it to ppl but only wen i kno its a FACT but bitches dont kno me so shut yo mouf.

Writer's Block: That's the Worst

Thu, 28 Feb 2008 14:19:08 GMT

What's the worst thing that could happen to you today? Bonus question: How would that thing potentially benefit you?

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The worst that could happen to me today is when i go with my mom to get my fone checked and i cant get it fixed . Another thing would be to forget to do my career portfolio bcuz its due tomoro and if i dont do it i DONT graduate urgh.. HOW FUKIN LAME!

Tue, 15 May 2007 15:58:47 GMT

WOAh im hungry.

I really think that things are goin pretty shity right now like im at the point to where lik everything is dieing and im jus stuck i have thought alot about everything and i think i need to settle down until summer at least so i can clear my head because i kinda have been scaring my self lately with not dealing with shit n just seying fuk it all which would make things regretful for me so thats why i need to have my room to think and shit and clear my head b cuz thurs to much shit going on n i cant take all this chris seys i am to young for all these problems well hes one of them n mayb if he wasnt sucha dick things can get a little easier he swears hes lik 20 n thinks hes so old im NOT a lil girl n i shouldnt b treated lik one ne more im jus tired of the fact that noone can take me serious wen i am actually serious im not bright but i can play around so im not that dum n i feel lik my friends are drifting away n i feel lik most ppl that mean alot are not thur for me that much the only times ppl cum to me is wen sumthing bad happens to them but when things r ok they dont mind leaving me alone im very close minded right now n i rly dont kno wat to do ne more..

lifes a bitch

Tue, 15 May 2007 15:56:42 GMT

WOA im hungry.

I really think that things are goin pretty shity right now like im at the point to where lik everything is dieing and im jus stuck i have thought alot about everything and i think i need to settle down until summer at least so i can clear my head because i kinda have been scaring my self lately with not dealing with shit n just seying fuk it all which would make things regretful for me so thats why i need to have my room to think and shit and clear my head b cuz thurs to much shit going on n i cant take all this chris seys i am to young for all these problems well hes one of them n mayb if he wasnt sucha dick things can get a little easier he swears hes lik 20 n thinks hes so old im NOT a lil girl n i shouldnt b treated lik one ne more im jus tired of the fact that noone can take me serious wen i am actually serious im not bright but i can play around so im not that dum n i feel lik my friends are drifting away n i feel lik most ppl that mean alot are not thur for me that much the only times ppl cum to me is wen sumthing bad happens to them but when things r ok they dont mind leaving me alone im very close minded right now n i rly dont kno wat to do ne more..

Thu, 03 May 2007 16:00:41 GMT

uhmm...ya wats up...

i am rly upset guys i rly want to put in my new belly piercings but its closed up so i gots to get it re done n i have so many now!!

im with arle i love her sooo much she is my hot lesbian lover !!<3

but...i cant sey much now im at skool n things r on my mind but i rather tell u at home so yaaaa

i love arle :)

woa that was sooooo unexpected

Thu, 29 Mar 2007 16:50:14 GMT

ya im at the library im not used to the whole everyone leaving skool so tina has to go in the library cuz she has nutin else better to do since her friends dont care bout skool so im tryin to do better if it was up to me i would have skipped everyday but i cant :(

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Thu, 15 Mar 2007 15:30:52 GMT

*i am in a really retarted class n i am pretty mad i think im pmsing for no reason lol woa im goin to b a big bitch in lunch lolz

*well if noone knew i will tell u that me n chris r talking again ..i kno i kno sey wat u want but i trust this kidd to death lik hes my heart n we talked about how much we need each other so i feel so safe with him now n lik he wants me but he has a girlfriend so he sed if i can wait for him n for me jus to give it time n we will b together O n im NOT! waiting forever so ill give it a month n then mention it to him that i am not goin to wait forever n that he might wanna consider on making a decision losing love or jus lust so if i lose him i am really goin to b pissed off cuz u dont jus sey things n dont do ne thing bout it for over a month but i guess i gots to think positive :/ which never cums out to good but w.e

*o n another thing thatsnothing mew but its true for now is that me n andrew have not talked n i plan it to keep it that way even tho i here we shouldnt fight but he deserves it cuz hes fukin retarted n i dont wanna deal wih his stupid lil immature shit ne more that is basically whats goin on cuz of how he got drunk n decided to hit me n i dont lik that at all so he will find sum one else to do that to n i plan on tellin ppl to buy there own liq n not to give andrew liq or money from this point on. hopefully they wont b so ignorant

lol i thought it was really funny how my mom didnt want me to roll ne more n i left my camera at home n my mom saw the video of me seying im goin to roll n shit man thats not good n not only that but she went to her old job yesterday n they sed that they b getting calls from beach seyin that i dont go to skool yo thats a fukin lie n she bettter no that cuz shes supposed to believe me

*im moving this weekend guys im so fukin happy i dont have to stey in lik a bed all day cuz its to crowded to go ne where in that one room we stey in for a long ass time so ill b getting my own room my own bathroom n everyone will b happy cuz its fukin huge n wen my mom goes out on the weekends we can have partys !!

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at school bored

Wed, 21 Feb 2007 17:01:02 GMT

*just waiting to go out and eat lunch already i cant wait man im hungry as balls and hunter is the best teacher ever . he let everyone else out early

*things have been pretty wierd lately intense but ok... lik about the eddie thing i think i was confused nd i decided to break up with him well i think i really did make the right decision b cuz he can believe all of his friends b cuz they talk shit about me and wont even listen to me so if he blieves wat he wants to believe then thats him. also have this thing with negative-ness all the time with him. lik at first it was not so bad but it got worse as we got further into a relationship and i dont kno i felt lik i didnt get ne space so lik i donno wat i wanna do i mean i am in to sumone but lik i feel lik im wrong cuz i jus got over eddie i dont wanna jump into sumthing else that would b mean so lik i am trying to chill for awhile at least cuz we have all these shit talkers that dont kno a god damn thing about me and they think its ok to talk behind my bak wen they rly dont kno shit about me but w.e if eddie can believe that after what we went threw he is a dumb ass cuz i wouldnt do ne thing to hurt him or ne guys i have dated so hes wrong jus as much as them

*i just wanna stay mellow and jus have fun and be a girl cuz u only live life once and im in the situations now where fuck everyone and to whatever makes me happy i will not think i will do just b cuz i want to.

*i have my period so im here writing in class mad as fuk lol as thousands of things troll down my mind.

*this weekend was ok on friday and sunday we smoked our brains out there was lik 5 joints going around so i was blasted outa my mind and i couldnt stop laughing ... chepe is the best wen im high lol but ya im kinda mad at the skate rats right now but i donno we will c.

*on the weekend i might jus go wit jen to where ever not sure yet.I cant keep living my life to dumb ass ppl and there dum ass comments FUCK U!!
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O nd i donno but wat else is good is that i am starting to talk to sergio again and everything is going good with us jus as friends but we r talking now which is good cuz i remember bak in the day we used to ju physically be together but now we r more close lik emotionally wise also but i dont wanna take it to fast cuz of eddie and the break up and i feel bad that i broke up with him cuz hes hurt but mayb i need this not only with the situation but for me also.

i dont no wat to do bout guys ryt now but as i sed what ever makes me happy is what i will aim for.

catcha later

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V DAY SHOPPING<3

Tue, 13 Feb 2007 01:35:27 GMT

*my heart is currently filled with happyness right now i cant argue with love right now im to involved in it i jus dont wanna sey it cuz alota shit has been building in my mind.we both[[EDDIE N ME]] kno its not good for us we both got hurt to many times to sey it once more but maybe in the long wrong we will b cuz it feels so right that i can tell we wont break up for a long ass time which i am very happy with that nd i hope he doesnt do ne thing for me to b too annoyed at him cuz i have a BIG picky problem with guys that tend to get annoying which i don think eddie can b ion o mayb im jus paranoid at shit ryt now.

*iono but i been having anxiety attacks BUT THERE EXTREMELY BAD i think . phillip told me if im getting anxiety attacks i can start having HEART ATTCKS AT A YOUNG AGE NOOOO!!!!:(

*this weekend was alota fun i was so fukin high i couldnt even believe it then i noticed i had sum dirtys but told me right after i smoked them dam! but i dont kno thats wat he seys im not sure if its tru.

*i saw my friend that i havnt seen in lik forever today her name is taty nd she was lik my best friend in middle skool but we got into a fight nd she moved to miami springs but now she came bak n shes goin to stay in beach so i have her for a class so we can get more aquanted i still love her!

*today was a nasty rainy day:( i hate the rain ...but eddie is the sun that lightens my day b cuz if it wasnt for him i wouldnt b out thur tonyt picking him a nice present from cvs they dont have that much variety but it worked nd i got him reeses chocolate and a card im goin to get him a teddy bear tomoro also nd mayb a fake flower? not sure but ya me nd melissa have a plan to do sumthing for marcuz nd eddie.Were goin to put gifts that we got them nd put it near there door nd we will leave so wen they get it they will b so happy they will call us nd we will run bak to them.i think its a good plan except i dont think ill c eddie cuz he works from 12 to 8 at night i would go out later to c him but it is a skool night :(

*On sunday i chilled with marco nd eddie nd chepe they went skating [[which i still wanna learn how to do]] then we ate at bk [[our life story wen they come bak from skating]] im starting to lik bk more then mcdonalds for sum reason lol

omFG!!

Thu, 08 Feb 2007 22:57:13 GMT

holy mother fuking shit my mom jus found out i did x but i told her it was only once that i did it im soo disapointed she found out i dont want her to b sad cuz she will think less of me idk what she thinks now but shes goin to cum home nd talk to me about it fuk!!!!! i feel horrible ..y me?? y do u hate me so much god!! but heres where it gets good u kno who told my aunt ? chris ! ya i surely thanked him for that nd im so pissed at him for all the shit he put me threw this past year thank god im happy with eddie he made me smile the whole day today even if i had shit goin on with me he tryed to help me with them which he did a good job

I FUKIN HATE CHRISSSS</33 i dont kno what i am goin to do now :( well i have a huge byt on my ass so i couldnt go to skool today it sux cuz i cant even walk !! grr..nooooooo shes home!!! here goes the lecture!

Thu, 14 Dec 2006 23:06:01 GMT

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Wed, 13 Dec 2006 21:35:42 GMT

okie this weekend was the most fun weekend i can talk about forever i mean it was great i met new people nd it was so amazing beacuaes i wanted to do x for a long time nd this weekend i had a rly fun time trippin out...
well it was jorges birthday party on saturday nd they had a party at ashleys so marcuz came nd got me nd we took other ppl with us so wen i got thur i made up with jen nd we took rolls together cuz we sed we were goin to [[but together]]...nd at first it tasted soo fukin bad mann ..so serious... nd beofre i took them they told me not to chew it alot or else the taste would rly get to u nd u will b tripping sooner nd i cant chew only one tym so i chewed lik 3 tyms nd it hit me nd jen alot faster we started to spin all around nd it was rly fun everything felt so good nd fresh i was just lik loving life ...thur was techno there and damien blew me up[[in other words: they put lights in my face to make me trip out]] it looked so good lik it was cumin at me nd shyt so eventually me nd jen went off in our lil world nd went to the beach nd wen we got to the party everyone left so we went in marcuz car nd we had to leave ashleys nd go to caseys party where the same ppl were thur nd it was just so chill everyone was drinkin,chillin,smokin,and talkin i had some rly good conversations with everyone [[even ppl i didnt kno]] i was so anxious to hug every guy thur nd i HAD THE BIGGEST OBSESSION WITH MY FACE AND MY HANDS THE WHOLE NIGHT!!!